:: Allah Yang Bagi Rezeki, Bukan Company ::

Salam beautiful people of the universe!

A while ago, when I was in my darkest time of my life, when I just lost a relationship and a job on the same day, I almost lost myself. I withdrew from the world. I turned my phone off, I refused even get out of the bed. I hit rock bottom.

:: Don't Add Me on Facebook! ::

Hey All,

Its kinda sad I know, but I have to reactivate my FB account.. Arrgghh!! I am one of the administrators for my company's group page (we use it for internal announcement too since not everybody checks their email anymore but they check their FB a few times a day) so as the PR person, I have to be managing the page. A few of my colleagues suggest I create another email and another FB account.. and just dont add anybody.. but I think I should just re-acivate my account and remove everyone. That way, I dont have to create a new email address.. hmmm...

So friends, I have to remove everyone except my mom and dad (coz they upload ziqri's photos once in a while.. so..). No heart feelings ya.. And please dont add me.. It kills me to decline any one of you.. If you wanna stay in touch, just visit my blog regularly ok.. I write regularly now since I longer spend so much time on FB.. Or, you can follow me via twitter..

There goes my dream to become invisible..

Good night dear friends..

p/s: i cant believe its actually real hard to remove friends.. i have to click and unfriend one by one!! OMG!!! (isnt there any way i can just select multiple users and click delete?) maybe its better to just create another account.. Darn!

:: Meeting Meeting Meeting ::

Hey all,

I remembered telling my good friend, Encik Penn a few years back, that I was looking forward to working in a proper office because I wanted to experience being in a meeting. A proper meeting.. The one with agenda, a chairman, a minute taker.. well, u know.. the whole nine yards..

He laughed at me.. He, who is also a country manager of an international company lives his life attending to meetings almost everyday, said that meetings are boring! It usually is an outlet for people to promote themselves and fish for acknowledgements, if not compliments.

The truth is, I wanted to experience meeting at that time was because it was something very foreign to me.. I never had the opportunity to attend a proper meeting with coffee and tea. (We were never called for a meeting when I was a stewardess).

Now that I'm an officially working in an office, I despise meetings! Especially those meetings that are not well organised. Those meeting without an agenda or where everyone wants to be the chairman, where everybody would talk at the same time and nobody would listen..

I had that kind of meeting just now.. The meeting started at 10 am and ended at 2++pm and we were only given coffee and tea.. I mentioned I was hungry a few times to the attendees but sadly there were no response. Until one of the kind lady in the meeting said I should just go if I cant take it.. (Thank God she understands!) 

Dont get me wrong.. I'm not trying to be a diva or anything like that.. I am just pregnant.. It maybe different for other pregnant ladies, but lately when I'm hungry, I'm really really hungry.. like extremely hungry with heart burn and headache.. 

Ideally, lunch should be served or at least kuih kuih.. coffee and tea just wouldnt be enough..

I had no choice but to leave the meeting to eat. I was already shaking at that time.. and of course furious!

Anyway, this just goes to show that the grass is always greener on the other side.. You always want something that you dont have.. What you have at the moment always seem insufficient.. Things that seems enjoyable and beautiful from afar may not be as good as you think..

So my friend, be careful what you ask for! 

I shouldnt have asked for to attend a lot of meetings!

Darn!