:: La Tahzan ::

Hi Peeps..

Please excuse my silence..

I'm reading La Tahzan..

A present from a dear friend, Capt Mus a.k.a Capt Bongek..

Exactly what I needed at this point of time..

Will tell you more about the book when I actually finished reading it.. So far, its been amazing!

And yes.. well spill more about this dear friend later too..

So now, Shhhhh.. I'm continuing reading the book..

Take care peeps..

:: Things Will Come When We Least Expect It ::

Have you ever closed your eyes real tight till it hurts, hoping for something to come your way? Desperately wanting something that you think your life might crumble if you don't get it soonest possible? 

The thing I learned from all this little 'dugaan' that the Almighty has presented to me is that you will get what you deserved. Allah Maha Adil. When you don't get it, have faith that He is actually protecting you from something that might come your way if you were to get what you asked for. Or maybe the timing is not right for that something to be presented to you at that moment. 

Funny thing about life is, just when you thought you've hit rock bottom, just when you thought that your life couldn't get any worst, just when you thought you are the biggest loser in the universe, you are blessed with things beyond your imagination. Things that you have been asking and hoping for all your adult life.

I'm grateful for the loving family that I have..

I'm grateful for the health that is blessed upon me & my family..

I'm grateful for the friends who are constantly supporting and non-judgemental..

I'm grateful for the neighbours who are protective..

I'm grateful for all the opportunities that come my way..

I'm grateful for the knowledge learned and still pouring in from every angle..

I'm grateful for the little luxuries in life..

Alhamdulillah..

:: Wonderwoman - Mulan Jameela ::

Cam best lak lagu ni..





Kamu tipu aku lagi
Mungkin sudah ke seribu kali
Tak tahu kapan akan berakhir
Segala penyiksaan ini

Kamu tampar aku lagi
Dengan penyakit lamamu
Semakin lama aku pun bisa
Menjadi benar-benar gila

Reff :Aku bukan wonder womanmu
Yang bisa terus menahan
Rasa sakit karena mencintaimu

Hatiku ini bukanlah hati
Yang tercipta dari besi dan baja
Hatiku ini bisa remuk dan hancur

Kamu paksa aku
Menerima cintamu lagi
Dengan segala tingkah lakumu
Yang membuatku bingung

Kamu tahan aku
Dengan logikamu lagi
Kau pikir aku akan mencair
Dengan rayuanmu...

:: Bitches ::

Hi Kengkawan...

Apa kabar? Agak lama gak aku tak berblog kan? I know I dont have to explain myself to anyone but to answer everyone's question, lets just say that aku dapat dugaan yg amat2 hebat & it comes in a package. Sedebuk aku kena... Terduduk gak aku.. Tapi takpe, aku ok..

Anyway, apa yg aku nak citer skang ni ialah pasal bitches..

What is the characteristic of a bitch?

Do you know any ultimate bitch in your life?

I am now reading a book by Sherry Argov called Why Men Love Bitches.

Sebenarnya lama dah aku nak baca buku ni tapi tak penah terbeli. So that day masa temankan amir beli buku, aku baca la buku ni.. alamak terus terhooked!

And therefore, I highly recommend this book to every girl in the world..

Kalau terjumpa baca eh..

Enjoy!

:: Bosan!! ::

Aku bosan gilaaaaa

Bosan dengan seme orang..

Bosan dengan seme benda..

Bosan dengan kepura-puraan..

BOSANNNNNN!!

:: First of Many Jobs ::

I have my own business now.. (hooray!!) Its a souvenir supply business which I initially started with two more partners. However, because of some unforeseen circumstances, we parted ways. I was crushed but I had to go on.

Anyway, my first job was with an event company who was planning a family day for Bank Pembangunan. I got to supply them stuff like paper fan and a few souvenirs. Mind you, I don't have any cash whatsoever. I had to borrow left, right, front and back to pay the supplier.

I had to go for meetings with client, liaise with supplier, pick up and deliver items from Jln Genting Klang to KL a few times, lift heavy items up and down the supplier's and client's office, all while still working 8 to 5.

It was not easy.. seriously not easy..

So today was the actual event in zoo negara & I decided to help out. OMG!! It was extremely tiring!! But the good thing is, I got a few more contacts and a lot more business opportunities. So that's why boys and girls, be humble to help out & never compromise on quality!

Ok now I cant even lift my finger to type. So if you'll excuse me, I need my beauty sleep now..

Take care peeps.. Luv Ya!

:: To Reply Or Not To Reply ::

This beautiful morning I was bugged with a few conundrums..

Should we get pissed when someone doesn't reply our SMS?

Especially when that someone asked you to SMS in the first place?

At this age, this technology era, can we really accept the 'no credit' excuse?

Should we really use prepaid when we have a stable income and a good job?

Should we entertain all those miss calls? and when do we say "enough is enough!. If you don't have the money, dont call me"?

hmm...

go figure!

:: HAMBAR!! ::

Di pagi yang indah, aku call Encik Fuad ajak breakfast.. Initial plan was to pay him the RM 40 that I owed him.

(on the phone)

Aku : Hi Encik Fuad!! Katne?

En. Fuad : Kat Astaka.. tgh sarapan..

Aku : Astaka? Katne tu?

En. Fuad : Alaaaa.. kat titiwangsa tu... yg blakang istana budaya tu...

Aku : Huh? katne tu?

En. Fuad : Alaaa.. kat tempat org slalu naik kayak tu laaa.. (dengan nada boring.. cam apahal la budak pompuan ni lembab sangatttt!!)

Aku : ooooo.. kat stadium tu ke??

En. Fuad : Haaa.. kat situ aa... Datang aa.. I kat situ..

Aku : OK!

So aku pon bawak kereta kecilku menuju ke titiwangsa...

(vrooommmm... aku pon sampai ke astaka. Umang ai! Ramai gila orang!)
Aku jalan control ayu menuju ke table dorang.. A few of the guys suddenly stood up and started to leave.. Terasa aa gak tapi what the hell.. its their lost.. Maybe I'm too hot for them to handle.. hehe.. (yes memang aku suka angkat bakul seniri..)

En. Fuad : Hi!.. haa ni my friend Yazid.

Aku : Hi.. (sambil bersalam dgn dia)

Munir : U tak keje ke?

Aku : Keje patutnya tapi cam takde org kat opis so I pon mengular..

Munir & Aku : hehehe.. (cam gelak terpaksa je..)

En. Yazid : bla bla bla.. ilmu hitam... bla bla.. aku dah kena santau 7 kali.. bla bla.. aku berubat ngan sorang wak ni.. bla bla.. dia terer gila.. bla bla.. sampai skang aku dah jadi anak murid dia.. bla bla.. wak ni kat kepong.. bla bla.. aku dah byk belajar dr dia.. bla bla.. skang aku dah boleh tengok2 sket sket.. bla bla.. kat opis kita banyak gak yg dengki2.. bla bla.. bla bla bla bla...

En. Fuad : haa Zid, cuba ko tengok apai ni.. dia ada apa2 tak? kot yg menghalang jodoh dia.. hehe.. (cara cakap cam melawak je sbnarnya..)

(Its not that I dont believe all this thing, but I am just a little bit sceptical. Because to me, amalan yg core tu kena kuat dulu baru boleh venture ke alam ghaib ni.. And to me, God is great. He can cure everything and I dont see the need to involve any ilmu hitam whatsoever..)

Encik Yazid looked at me with a face without expression..

En. Yazid : Dia ni HAMBAR..

(WTF!!!!)

Aku : Huh? Hambar?

En. Yazid : Ye la.. hambar.. bila u berkawan mesti takde penghujung.. bla bla bla bla bla...

I was like.. HAMBAR!!!???
HAMBAR YOUR ASS!!!

Hambar? If I'm hambar, then I really dont know how 'havoc' really is..

HAMBARRRRR!!!!!

ARRGGHHH... this is one of the reasons why I dont really like people to read my palm or tell me what I'm like or try to guess my past.. Coz somehow it will effect me in a way.. And it will go into my subconcious mind and somehow will effect my behavior. I was pissed and confuse till now..

Aku Hambar? Huh? HAMBAR???!! WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN!!!!

What the hell!!!

Ok la.. HAMBAR!!!!! Obviously he just plucked something out of the sky.. ME?? HAMBAR???

WTF!!!!

HAMBAR!!! HUH???

Go figure..

:: Its Been A While ::

It has been a while since I blog, hasn't it? Truth is a lot has happened.

Last 13th Dec was my company's dinner. I was one of the committee member and was suppose to be one of the hosts. I was suppose to shine and make myself know among the 2000 employees of the company. However, something that i couldn't get out of came up and I missed the rehearsal. So in the end they replaced me with another girl. I was crushed by the last minute replacement but most of all, I was crushed because I let my team down. And seeing the disappointment on their faces just broke my heart. Tapi takpe. I did shine. Maybe not as bright, but I did shine nonetheless. hehe..

I'll post the pictures of the dinner when I finally got my hands on them.

In the meantime, take care peeps.

If I dont see u, happy new year! And Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharam.. Happy Holidays!

:: Horsing Around ::

Yesterday I got bored sitting at home. So I called En Rosman and asked if I could ride. He said that I could so I went at around 5. So for the first time, I used my brand new chap and riding boots yesterday. Yeyyyy!!!

At first he was a bit skeptical about letting me ride freely in the paddock, but after 2 rounds of lunging, he decided to let me loose. Since I'm ok with my trot (thanks to En Penn & Awi), he taught me the sitting trot. The thing about sitting trot is that its good if you free your feet from the stirrups. The point is to understand and follow the horses movements and to let the horse feel your instructions with your legs.

Being a gung-ho rider, I released my foot from the stirrups and loosen the rein. (mind you, i was scared but then I remembered Razi's & Razif's advice, "horses can smell your fear. So don't show any. When you're on them, you're the king!"). Then I started to control the horse using my legs. It was Amazing! The horse (whos name is 'deaddog') actually did what I asked him to do!

So today I went riding again.. I was suppose to canter and maybe learn diagonal but unfortunately I got a lazy horse today. He didn't even want to trot properly. Maybe it was my fault as i felt a bit tired and sleepy from all the rain. Ah Well, i can always do it tomorrow..

During all this, I met some amazing people. All the horse community actually know each other and what amazes me is that they always have nice things to say about one another. I am also blessed to know the right people like En Penn & En Fuad & Cikgu Mat Din. So when I mention any of them, I always get special treatment, support and respect beyond words. So that, ladies and gentlemen, is why you have to respect people, be nice to them, and appreciate them. You will get the same treatment in return. It makes life so much easier.

So ok peeps.. Need to have my massage now. My body aches like nobody's business.

Take care!